How do we look at life when we're on a high? (Respect the preposition ''on a'') And how, when we feel the depths of the low moments? Do we, at both times get a little above and below the reality (respectively)? Not making sense yet I know, but I'll get there, so, does every individual get too excited during good times and too depressed during bad ones? We certainly fail to realize its the same us that goes through different phases, moods or ages whatever, through our life. Today we laugh a lot, tomorrow we drop tears, although I'm not a big fan of the actual creator of the world, it indeed is a beautiful job that has been done, with utmost precision and care.
Yesterday I got my result, my final one which stamped on the fact that I'm a degree holder. It was a pretty unexpected albeit a pleasant outcome. In many ways, it was due, when the stack rises beyond its limits, it falls. The stack here was the frustration I got during my exams prior to Semester 8, I can't speak for the quality of my own efforts, but I never changed my mindset, I knew deep inside, this is what I could give to my course, and not in the slightest beyond that. And I never got the desired credit, and I had everyone in the world to blame but myself. That's a little stubbornness everyone possesses. And should possess, cuz when I started doing the needful for the last exam, there was nothing different from the past, so much so that my parents kept thinking history, as it always does, will repeat itself. But life is a sin curve, you fall and then bounce back equally stronger, and then fall again equally harder. That has to happen, the creator made sure it shall. Always.
I sat shocked looking at my marks, I couldn't believe my eyes, and the sole reason being, there was no change in the approach. Little did I know THIS stood in store.. There were 8 senior faculty members in the room that time, all vanished in a split second, I was lost in thoughts, thoughts I don't remember now, but I do remember waking up, sort of coming back to reality, I checked again, but didn't doubt it anymore, something inside told me, they had to be my marks, I had it coming all along! Probably the most important outcome I have faced in my life yet, fitting conclusion to a remarkable journey. It will stay right up in my temple!
Talking of fitting conclusions to remarkable journeys, Chris Nolan, just provided us with one, The Caped Crusader's final moments were captured and presented in the most beautiful fashion ever. People still say R.I.P. Heath Ledger, I say its right up there! Sequels get better and better in some cases, I would say Bruce Wayne and Batman are lucky chaps they were in one. Keeping in touch with reality as well as flying through fiction, the flick provides a lil bit of everything. The end making up for the stretched second half, the film was a roller coaster ride with ecstatic music direction and some extreme action shots! Too bad its the end, but its one to remember, can't wait for the next Nolan show, another hero story that, fingers crossed!
End of July approaching, that means one thing, start of football approaching, can't wait to see Gunners on the field again, whatever the team, with the man on the sidelines, there's gonna be entertainment for sure. The armband's curse seems to be affecting the team now, he scores when he wants, looks like he can't leave when he wants, anyway, mixed emotions those, new boy Giroud looks good, apart from a few videos I know nothing though, sitting 7000 kms away what else can I rely on! Willy seens to be enjoying it in the hospital, won't be seeing him until September, The Boss says the positive side being he is 20 and not 32! Whatever. That means! Frankly there's nothing positive when a newly turned 19 year old gets injured and comes back to field after hes turned 20! Arsene knows they say. I continue to agree.
If there's anything slower than 'Arsenal in the transfer market' its my German class, a month and a half ago I was to start, and I did start, but not end when I was supposed to, its really difficult to understand on what principles do some people start institutions, apart from legal that is. No value for commitment, no value for time, its simply difficult to understand! I'm beginning to panic slowly, very slowly. Clueless and looking for a job, the worst combination of situations to be in for an Engineer. Last thing I heard I am overqualified (already!). Anyway, I'm off to bed, early today, have to start gym (again!) tomorrow. Need to change the definition of 6 packs in my head. Goodnight goons, and others, wake up to a rising sun!
